Not as bad
I think I might have had a bug last week. I feel a little better than I did then. My boyfriend says I seem to have more energy than I did. I even raked a little bit of weeds and dirt around this evening.
Last week I don’t think I ate enough food or drank enough water and that might be why I was so dizzy on Thursday.
Maybe I’m just cheered up because it’s almost over. I realized that after two more chemos, I get about a month to feel normal. Also the doctor claims I will feel better after surgery, and that radiation won’t be very bad.
Maybe I’m just psyching myself up because I have a need to go to the office in person soon. I might have my boyfriend drive me over in the afternoon tomorrow though, and just spend about an hour there.
In any case right now I feel… okay.
Damn, girl. I don’t know how you manage to write all these entertaining comments on my blog when you’re feeling like shit. You’re unbelievable:) It’s like you’re a blog actress & the show must go on. Then this gardening desire — whew — the day I have the desire to work . . . what would that be like? LOL You’re too much! And no TV to energize you, either. It’s just shocking!
Chemo for me, so far, is MUCH worse than the surgery, so I hope you are getting the worst bit out of the way first!
I don’t know what surgery you’re having, though. I had a bilateral lumpectomy in late August. It wasn’t as bad as I had feared it would be, either pain wise or in terms of how I look now. A friend recently had a mastectomy and likewise didn’t find it too bad physically. Thanks so much for your comment on my blog- I really appreciate it. Wishing you so much luck for everything you’re going through.